current playlist: "sunday morning" by maroon 5 on vh1

i think that most of us wear many facades, which doesn't necessarily mean we're two-faced, but it does mean we're masking something, be it feelings, emotions, truths etc. and sometimes, i think, that it can just be stupid stuff that builds and builds. i hate to be analogous, but it's like you're a volcano waiting to erupt!

do you ever feel like a pendulum? well, maybe not YOU, per se, but your moods or emotions? maybe like a mild case of bipolar? you can be so happy and jovial and then you just get apathetic and disheartened? maybe my pendulum swings at a faster tempo, because i feel like mine just goes back and forth...back and forth.

sometimes it would be nice to speak your mind without regard of the consequences. duh. tell me something i don't know. i think we could all be better people if we could offer and receive criticisms bluntly and honestly: shut the fuck up; you're annoying the piss out of me. yeah, it'd be nice if i could say that sometimes to random people. it's usually always internal though, so the better part of oneself withholds a potential bridge-burning exclamation. if it didn't really annoy you a week ago, it probably still doesn't really annoy you--at least not enough to unleash on them.

well, here's to better moods. now, fuck off.